Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Somethings is better to be kept unsaid.


Went orchard today to collect my pay at FarEast Shopping Centre. Then headed off to Coffee Club to have a drink & it cost me $9 bucks. Kind of expensive, but still this is life. Everything increases, taxi & everything became so ex. :( After having a drink & a bite at the Coffee Club, headed off to TANGS to find Lionel's wallet. His wallet cost around $100 bucks if i'm not wrong. Waited for Brian's to came over to find us then head off to ION to have a scroll since we have nothing to do. He bought a watch that cost him around $250, & gerald bought a wallet that cost $70 bucks. Now, brian's wanna show off his watch. Honestly speaking I think Lionel's & Brian's fashion sense is really strong. :) Not really a boring day with them around, but frankly speaking it's kinda tiring as we really need to travel quite a far distance. T_T Once everyone was done buying their things, waited for Seewei's to come. Walked over to Cine to catch our show @ 8pm. Before that, they went over to have their pool session again, & here comes the boring part of the day. -___- I just can't enjoy when they are playing pool. Ok, in a good way, they are killing time. In a bad way, I can't seems to enjoy over there. Waited for Eamonn's to come, then went in to the movie theater. 

Rate for the show, 2.5/5. Not really interested in those kind of show, but they had always been there for me when i wanna to catch a movie. Didn't regret watching it too. The movie takes around 2hr to end. Mrt to Kovan, have their supper over there. Then head back home. :)

Tomorrow prawning together with Dexter, Eamonn, Lionel, Haadii & Gerald. Hopefully nothing cock up. Don't even wish anybody to bombard me. :( I think i will feel really awkward tomorrow, as i'm the only one that prawn? Hmm... I doubt that they are prawning with me tomorrow. Whatever it's, i still want the best for tomorrow. 

Outing with Joan, Meici, Jaslin & Brenda on Friday. Do i really have enough cash?! Okcan. -___- 




I don't know what i'm thinking, but i know that i don't seems that good. I don't know what is happening, but i know that things are changing. Sometimes when i don't wanna go out, doesn't means i'm really lazy to go. Sometimes i also hope that you all will have your own privacy to go on without me. I just don't know why i hate him so much, because i don't think there's a reason for it. He may be the best person to mix with, but definitely excluding me. I don't like staying up late in the night when everyone is getting tired because i know definitely there will be someone up there dragging their feelings all the way. I prefer staying up at home, doing some reflection than facing people black face. I do drag feelings when i'm tired too, but not to the extend that everyone stop talking. Still, i prefer going out with just a few of us having fun out there, talking out whatever we want & doesn't hide anything inside us. This is what i want. That day would come, but not so soon. When will it be? Idk. 

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