I just hope things will get better.

Awesome shit! ^_^ I like this picture real much, because i think we look adorable. HEHE! :) Champion lionel la, he's gonna be yaya whenever we say something good about him. HAHA! But he's really nice. (Y) Ok, wanna update my blog as i got a lot of troubles inside me. :( I just don't know who to share it with.

Start here.

Always have the urge of tearing apart. But no matter what, i won't be down for whatever it's. I just hope everything will be peaceful for me. Just hope my studies, friendship & family to be strong. I don't want any of them to make me go really really down. I don't wanna affect anything i'm doing. I want everything to be stable as normal. I know 1 day things won't be right, but i still must be strong in handling everything. I don't need a big huge of friends surrounding me & give me fake support, i just need a few of them to give me their fullest support. Friendship is the most headache things i've handle. Some of them are trustable but i don't see it, while some of them is not trustable & i'm trusting them with everything i've. How dumb am i? :( I really want things to be better & not worst. But who can i face to when i've difficulties speaking up? I've a few of them in my mind to face to, but are they really someone that i can face it. I really dk. So many things are troubling me now. I'm afraid, really afraid of falling & i just couldn't get up at all. What i need the most now, is just a helping hand to keep me support. Although we are so close, but deep inside our heart, are we really that close? Are we? Hmm.. *wondering* I don't need the best, i only want understanding. No matter how close we are, no matter how often we meet up, as long as our heart determine the status that we've now, everything will goes smoothly. But if just a 'PUSH' to our friendship & everything gone. That's not even strong at all. This is not the friendship i'm finding. I want a strong & stable friendship which can lead me to a happy ending & always put a smile on my face. :( Some of them really make me smile, but some of them are really a headache for me. Hopefully nothing shall effects me from my studies.

Goodluck for my 'N'level. ^_^ Stay tune for my next post. ;)